What do you do?

If someone seems abit 'off' with you, how do you act? Do you get suddenly paranoid that you're the problem? Or do you confront it and try and see what the problem is about? Or leave it and hope it blows over?
Everyone is different and everyone will react to the same situation in a different way. So why are we all so judgemental of one another? Is it because really in reality we are all narrow-minded and like things to be done how we want it to be? Anyone who doesn't agree or has something else to say are naturally against us?
I know what kind of person I am, do you? I try my best to allow people to have their view, do you? I try to be understanding of others needs, do you? I try and be as open minded as possible, do you? I try to accept people for who they are, do you?.. It's important to be reminded of this every nown and then, simply because we all automatically judge and sometimes need to refresh our knowledge of human kind - we are all different and will like different things, and it is ok for someone to express their view, so remember that, next time before feeling threatened.

Quote 2.

"If we're the authors to our own story, then why can't we erase the wrong sections?.."

Words..

This reminds me of my best friend. We came up with this together, yet not together, together. It started as trying to resolve an arguement. One of us started talking about the power of words and how actions speak louder than the actual words.. but yet people still think of the words as if they mean something. They do, just not in the way that should influence you.

Anyone can give out a promise or say they're going to change or something's going to be different this time to last time, but they are the words. Even the look can look convincing, the words are only letters put together. They are amazing for capturing the heart. The only thing that makes the words worthwhile are the actions next to it. Working together to come to a final outcome. Otherwise it's an empty statement. You have to prove your love through the actions, not the words. Words can be so empty, you need all of it to get the real picture. So you can look upset and you can plead with me, but unless the actions live up with the words, then it's not going to work.

So basically, the words can mean everything and nothing in one, it can make and break our world. Words bring up hope. Actions hold our hopes. It's very important that you try and find the words to go with the actions, or you can end up loosing some dear things to your heart by simple carelessness. Words are everything. Just don't let them take over everything, or you'll simply have a heart-broken.

Suicide.

What must go through that person's head. To actually think their life would be better off without them. The hurt, pain and suffering they are enduring. That the people around them, would be fine without them. Or maybe they don't even think of the people around? Only themselves? Is this then, a selfish act? Everyone will have a view on this, naturally. The feelings must be caught up in a whirlpool. One that never slows its pace. Emotions caught up high. The gut-feeling of just wanting to die. To DIE. It seems extreme. Crazy.
"Each year, almost 5,000 young people, ages 15 to 24, kill themselves."

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I like making quotes.
quotes fill up life.
everyone can relate to them.
I make my own to go with it.
my own special pain and delights.

"I have a fear it's all coming to the final chapters, the pages are becoming too full."

yes. we are actually nearly over. the final words to the final chapter of our friendship, is nearly over. I can't live with, and certainly can't live without.. but no more pain is to be withdrawn now. we are going to slowly fade, so I get used to not having you there.. not going to completely cut off, as I end up dying. but slowly time will fade us out, as we're not meant to be together in any way.. it's only our hearts keeping us together for the sake of our wants. not needs. I don't really need you, I just want you. that's all.

I wish I could pretend.
I was online and my mum was on video call.
She knew what was wrong with me before I knew.
I want to be able to just smile and convince them.
But I can't.
I'm cold, i'm empty.
Just want to curl up and actually die.
ARGGGGGGGGH.

Quote.

"..It's Funny Isn't It? The One That Makes You The Happiest Person Alive, Is Also The One To Have The Power To Make You The Saddest.."

Soo...

I took a walk and when I got back I decided I needed to share a little thought of mine.. Ok, I sound depressing, but its genuienly a thought, I honestly do wonder..

I Wish...

I wish I could forget you. I wish that I could move on and think no more of you. It just seems to get harder, harder to walk back to where I was before I met you. I can't remember if I was happier or not, simply because i've never wanted, wished or as much as it feels, lived a life without you. I know pretty much for fact that life was much simplier. Less complicated.
Since you've walked into my life i've gained such experience and knowledge of the world, where if I hadn't had this experience, I would be clueless to the world in which I live in.
I'm unsure whether I regret or am pleased to have had the time with you. This changes accordingly to my mood, yours and the happenings in life, never seems I can ever be completely satisfied till I know for sure i'm with you, and only you to talk, laugh and be in a happy state.
Everyone seems to say the same thing, why is that? Do they see you differently to how I do?
I wish we could have that time again. My heart doesn't seem to be able to find the will to turn it's head and move, so, i'm going to have to make it as easy as possible for my benefit.
As you see, I wish for too many things to happen..

You May Remember?

You may remember my 'My Place' Story?

The one where the girl is on a quest to find herself after loosing her first love..? (It's on this link, some of my earliest posts)

Well for college, I used this story and basically I managed to get some of the images of the final Installation, off my friend, so I thought you could see for yourself my Installation of the library/study that is mentioned into the story..

I simply can't get over it..

Like I say, I can't actually GET OVER IT!
I don't know what's wrong with me really, but, I can't seem to get over the fact that well, I saw Anthony Quinlan. (formally known as Gilly from Hollyoaks) It's just too amazing! If you are already a follower on my 'University Update' you'll have heard my rant about it already :)
he was gorgeous. he is gorgeous, it's almost a crime. Me and Anna went to this bar just to see him, we had a laugh there, was good stuff, and I got a picture with him and a 'babe' word mentioned.. certain people saying that word is like 'ooh..' but from a famous person it's like 'OOOOOOH AAAAAAAAHHH!!!' so yes. If you're interested in reading all about my marvallous night with him; join the link;
http://imogenerogers-university.blogspot.com/2009/10/uni-is-bloody-amazing.html