Beanie Update!

As you'll know by now i'm having a baby, and it's named 'Beanie' for the moment till they're named properly :) I can't actually believe they're 15 weeks and 3 days, it's so amazing..

I just wanted to put a pic of my scan up :) enjoy!

I'm sooo happy!

How amazing is life atm!?

I feel like the happiest woman to actually be alive. There is so many funky chooooonze out atm, it's fantastic, I keep dancing and singing! It's great, lots of things to be looking forward too :)
I'm practically finished with the wedding, and I tell you, everyone is so going to outdo me! I think I shall look plain next to my gorgeous bridesmaids and also my mum.. it's so unfair! But eh, this is all secretly good.. and if you're coming to the wedding, fuss over them, aye? k thanks x

Is it possible to actually to fall even more in love?.. when you're already stupidly high in the love potion?..
I actually think my heart goes crazy moreso everytime I see him & my head melts when he kisses me.. I swear it's not normal! haha - though it's a good thing, what with intending to marry eh? ;P

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Once I again I apologise!
I'm such a busy person what with becoming a wifey and mummy! (Yes this is highly exciting!)

I've been busy doing the wedding, tomorrow people, it's 3 WEEKS till the big day! I'm really looking forward to it, especially now the whole pictures coming together.. i'm more than sure it'll look gorgeous, just gotta let it actually happen now!
I know this probably sounds both ridiculous and totally understandable, but i'm actually terrified for walking down the aisle, and kinda SO grateful I have my father walking with me otherwise I think i'd die! Also, I really worry I might mess up my dress or fall over! I know they're probably the tiniest things ever to worry about in comparison, but still I do worry.. Just want it to be okay y'know?

I went for my 12th week scan on the 10th Sept - It was amazing, I had such a lovely time, and well cried. Haha, I was highly emotional and becoming a mum is scary, mainly for the fact you want to do your best to look after baby etc - but they said they're healthy, the heatbeat was strong and good for their age, and the normal lenght for their age, well they were a couple of cm's smaller than their time, but nothing to worry about! I doctor said there is nothing obviously wrong and they can find more out at the next scan - November 3rd. So yey for baby Beanie!

Also, Chris has decided he wants to leave the Raf, Which is also an amazing thing, and a huge sigh/relief! So no falklands! Woo! :-) So i'll have a perfect family unit now, so yey!

Oh and i've got the beginning of my hen night tonight!
And a special thought and love to my friend Louise - Having scares with her baby :'( been in and out of hospital alot recently.. all my love for you babes! X

happy times!

I'm not going to bang on about how busy i've been.. much! I have, once again failed to keep this up to date! I don't even think anyone reads it anymore haha but oh well.

I swore to myself that i was going to do my pregnancy book and i haven't written in it for like a month, which is awful.. (sorry diary!) and well obviously, yes i'm pregnant.. I haven't told hardly anyone, but eh not the world's business is it tbh? It's kinda scary to think that in March i'm going to be a mummy! I'm really excited and just want to do it right.. i'm only 9-10 weeks and well i've already got a bump.. which is terrifying, but i have to say i love the fact i have a bump :) mine and chris's bump :) i'm getting bigger.. but i'm told it's suppose to happen so yey!.. although i did get seriously depressed as my jeans didn't fit anymore :( but maternity stuff is much more comfy!
also on friday.. 6 weeks till i'm getting married.. yes, i know.. managed to organise the whole thing in like 2 weeks? it's sooo crazy.. but i'm incredibly happy :) get my perfect man and the baby i've wanted for years, on the way!