Oh what a week!

Most weeks go by and nothing happens, but this week was something quite different!
My little Fredders has become 10 weeks old and by the minute looking cuter! But this week we decided to get some decent pics of him taken, professionally - and they are adorable! Just simply 'cos he's going to get so big, so quick, nice to have some decent pictures taken.
He makes me so proud.. he was so well behaved, and laughed and smiled, so got some gorgeous shots, so hoping to show them to you soon :)

We also started him on baby rice, well it's baby porridge and he hasn't quite grasped the point of it as he licks the spoon and swallows it, but doesn't seem as of yet it's considered as food for him. Which is amusing in one way, but not if he's furious 'cos he's starving! But seems to do really well on him as he stays full for ages and don't seem to have as much bottle after noming down the porridge, which is best all round!

Although i've been having problems with the inlaws - well mother in law.. yeah, it's a boring story! but, yeah she's practically admitted she doesn't want us together, but guess what, who cares!? We're happier than ever, and even with Chris's hectic work, we've managed to squeeze some Mummy and Daddy time, which has been lovely! Despite his mothers inference we're at the strongest we've ever been - 'cos she's been proven to have lied and backstabbed, so the jokes on her after saying its all been me.. yeah, didn't think that through eh! Idiotic really.

I feel like I could...

commit MURDER.

(so if any members of the inlaws die.. - it's probably me!)

Hmph.

There is always someone that has to ruin the happiness in your life and family. Some person that likes to interfer and make the innocent ones, appear guilty.
Wish you'd just disappear.

It must be lurrrrve..

I've found that when talking to people I don't stop talking about my little Fredster! He's a beautiful little thing.. but naturally I'll think he's the best thing since sliced bread.. well he is tbh! I love him so much, I actually couldn't imagine life without him - I already have so many treasured memories with him, and I'm pleased to know they'll carry on :)

He's getting so big though, and with everyday he's doing new things which is so cute.. we're finding new games to play, and different ways to make him laugh and it's amazing! I've started to just randomly pick him up and hold him close and tell him I love him and he just smiles.. seriously, so lovely to see.

My gorgeous little carrot.. (he's started to turn into a red head hence the carrot..) love 'oo!

Tell me what you think

Many people say that you don't really see the real person you're with until you marry them. Do you think this is true?

I've come across these amazing pictures..

And yes, they were taken by me :)

Round here its sometimes easy to get bored..

I get bored so much recently. Simply as Chris is at work lots at the moment and to be honest I'm not going to moan about that as we need the money, but I got to say I miss him, and get bored rattling around on my own.. although I know it's got to be done. Due to being bored, I've kinda fell off the dieting wagon - yes I ate pizza! Now it annoys me cos I was doing well and to give in just cos I was bored seems pathetic!
But I suppose all I can do is try it all again, the world isn't going to end cos I ate a few slices of pizza.. (but it was nice! :P)

Now I wanna know whats going on with Doctor Who at the moment!?! It seems so sinister.. it's creepy, but alluring, so it's fantastic! I have to say last weeks episode with the pirates.. I have to say had been my favourite episode since David Tennant had left! But sometimes I do wish he could come back... (but Matt Smith you've been a great replacement, if I say so myself!)

There's loads of music shows at the moment.. I mean there's Eurovision - It seems to get more tiring, year after year to the point where it's like "No way.. am I gunna watch that!". Besides we're NEVER going to win.. But there's the Radio1 Big Weekend.. in Carlisle! Ever since I've heard its going to be there, it's like "blumin' typical!" - I so wanna go see one, one year.. but had to be there eh? I do have to say sometimes I do miss Carlisle, like the people, but I'm still in contact with some of them so that's great :) But am slightly jeal (stole it from TOWIE! Hahah!) that it's there!

To know you've done nothing wrong is lovely!

Nothing hugely exciting has happened this week. Apart from the much missed sleep, I have been given the chance by my little man to have a little bit of a rest this week, as he's been really sleepy.
He's started teething, which is a relief as he had started to cry randomly for whats to be seen as no reason. So to finally figure out he has a little tooth trying to poke out his top gum was nice to know, (just made us feel like we haven't done anything wrong!). I did wonder if it was a little early for him to be doing this.. but my mum told me that my sister was born with two teeth, so..

Also my little guy, has started sleeping longer through the night! We have changed his formula, which is for hungry babies.. and seems to be working a treat, he's going between 3 1/2 hours to 6 1/2 which is amazing, espesh after a hards days work!

As for my loosing weight scheme.. I've still no scales but I've been eating much healthier this week,(meaning 5 fruit and veg -(feels like my fridge is full of the stuff!!) and doing housework all day and walking freds round to mums) and been drinking lots of water which has been fab!.. so generally I'm feeling good, everything is good! My best friends having her wedding next year so I'm gunna make sure that I feel and look good for that.. so if that's not a goal I don't know what is!..

If anyones interested in loosing weight, this is the page I've been following:
http://www.fitnesstipsforlife.com/101-tips-to-lose-weight-quickly.html

I'm gunna start making this a regular thing

I hate coming on my blog and seeing the last post that I wrote, which at the moment seem to be a month or weeks.. and they're mostly moaning or depressing, which normally, weirdly is the time I turn to my blog, I wonder why this is? I suppose its a place where I can let my fingers write what's going on in my head. Although dispite them being negative, I can swear that they're true feelings at the time of typing..

But, now, Freddie is nearly 7 weeks old (can't believe how quick it's gone!) but, I'm honestly so happy right now, Ok, tired and sometimes a little stressed..

I'm finally becoming, well I feel I'm becoming better at it all, and i'm getting good results.. my house is at it's tidiest! I mean i'm constantly moving around, which is what i've got to do to keep on top of it all.. but I'm so happily doing it, it's like sometimes I'm in my own bubble putting washing out and cleaning up.. I like it! Also, I think the stress is calming down now that Freddie is beginning to sleep longer through the night and it makes all the difference.. Also, that mum has him regularly once a week which gets us all in routine, me a break and also him time to socialise etc with his nanny, grandad, aunt and uncles :) but they love him, and enjoy him going around there..

Now that I'm being more active, it's got me thinking I'm going to loose some weight, although i've never been one to worry about how much I weigh.. I sometimes think i'd like to just feel bit better, and kinda help make my stomach being so wobbly! (I never had this problem before! :(..). I know that chris loves me the way I am so it's not even for him.. Oh I don't know, I would just like to loose a little!

I've come to a problem though.. I've no scales!! I mean it's the most important part of loosing some weight, so that in a week or so I can go .."OOOOH.. i've lost some.." - but now it's kinda failed. I think i'll have to get some on Saturday otherwise it'll all be for nothing.. Hmmm.

I've kinda drilled into my head that most weds when Freds go to Nanny's, that i'll write on here.. :)