I'm gunna start making this a regular thing

I hate coming on my blog and seeing the last post that I wrote, which at the moment seem to be a month or weeks.. and they're mostly moaning or depressing, which normally, weirdly is the time I turn to my blog, I wonder why this is? I suppose its a place where I can let my fingers write what's going on in my head. Although dispite them being negative, I can swear that they're true feelings at the time of typing..

But, now, Freddie is nearly 7 weeks old (can't believe how quick it's gone!) but, I'm honestly so happy right now, Ok, tired and sometimes a little stressed..

I'm finally becoming, well I feel I'm becoming better at it all, and i'm getting good results.. my house is at it's tidiest! I mean i'm constantly moving around, which is what i've got to do to keep on top of it all.. but I'm so happily doing it, it's like sometimes I'm in my own bubble putting washing out and cleaning up.. I like it! Also, I think the stress is calming down now that Freddie is beginning to sleep longer through the night and it makes all the difference.. Also, that mum has him regularly once a week which gets us all in routine, me a break and also him time to socialise etc with his nanny, grandad, aunt and uncles :) but they love him, and enjoy him going around there..

Now that I'm being more active, it's got me thinking I'm going to loose some weight, although i've never been one to worry about how much I weigh.. I sometimes think i'd like to just feel bit better, and kinda help make my stomach being so wobbly! (I never had this problem before! :(..). I know that chris loves me the way I am so it's not even for him.. Oh I don't know, I would just like to loose a little!

I've come to a problem though.. I've no scales!! I mean it's the most important part of loosing some weight, so that in a week or so I can go .."OOOOH.. i've lost some.." - but now it's kinda failed. I think i'll have to get some on Saturday otherwise it'll all be for nothing.. Hmmm.

I've kinda drilled into my head that most weds when Freds go to Nanny's, that i'll write on here.. :)