Do you ever..

feel like you're having to make a choice? Something where you don't know what to choose? Knowing what you want, and what others would want?.. Ever get to a point where things will rapidly burst if you don't do something about it?

I'm starting to feel like this. It's like i'm not really all there anymore. It is technically going to be my fault, but in all fairness, it does and doesn't bother me. I'll just keep holding on and see which way I can make it go. I love them all.
Just don't ever make me choose, please.