as the time is moving on.

I have to say that I am actually pretty happy at the moment, it feels like everything is coming together snuggly and i'm loving every minute. I like having things to organise and sort out, even though i'm a terribly disorganised person - yeah, I don't know how it works either! And i'm having lots to sort out. Me and Chris have decided that we want to be together properly, so currently in a look to find our own place.. We have spent many hours talking about how we hate being apart and feeling like our time is up before it has started, so we're looking at places, and it's so exciting. Looking for a place to be with your other half and just knowing it's your little home that you can be together. I know it all seems a fairytale, but it's how i've always visioned it. Also we want to almost test run a married life and having our own responsibilities and means of dealing with our own stuff. I'm going to be going back north to near his base as he's said he wants to stay in the RAF. (to much of my disappointment.) but, I respect the fact he wants to, so come to a compromise where we can both deal with the situation. So that's really exciting, and can't wait for that to happen.. but going up there in the next week to have a look at a few places :)

Ooooh and today I was being a teeny bit naughty and tried a few wedding dresses on! Well it's not naughty, we've set a date and we're starting to plan it so it's alright.. it was such fun, I really enjoyed it, I could've spent all day doing it! Dresses look so beautiful.. and also the ones you don't expect to look good! There was some that I was thinking 'OMG. that looks strange.' tried it on and it was gorgeous. Oh and a message to wedding dresses manufactures - make them the right SIZE!! They don't have the dresses the right size.. it's like you need 4 sizes bigger than you actually are.. it's kinda ridiculous. you make people panic! seriously. You need to sort it out. Apart from that, i'm looking forward to organising my wedding! :)