I'm sorry again people - i've had a hectic time recently! I've been on holiday for two weeks - ok not holiday holiday, but away whisked in a fairytale with mr perfect.
I had an amazing two weeks away from home, you don't realise how refreshed you feel until you have to come back, but I was so glad to get back, frankly I missed my bed! But it was lovely just chilling out, going on day trips and just being able to cuddle and kiss your partner without having to wait for him to come back (makes a difference! *hehehe!*)
aothough it was fairly relaxing I came down very ill.. nothing new but everyone kept fussing over me - and I hate being fussed over when i'm ill, i like to just hide in my bed and just sleep it away or moan like a troll in the bed by myself - though cuddles welcome!!
So really another week would've been rather nice..
Oh and my mum got really ill on holiday and well her being diabetic it didn't help at all cos she couldn't eat or drink so sugars was all over the place. So hospital she went too.. I tell you it was the worst state i've EVER seen my mum in.. I actually cried when I saw my step-dad putting her in the car, her skin was really dry and grey - due to dehydration and she couldn't barely speak to you and was finding it terribly hard to breath.. so them few hours was kinda scary! I'm a natural worrier and well i was like "imagine if she never came home, or never got better!" was horrific.. surprisingly i managed to put on a brave face and started ordering people around to do jobs (yeah can see i'm a mother in the making eh!?). Just really want to hope that never happens again! want happy mummies.. :-)
My life isn't actually that interesting.. I haven't done that much recently..
I was thinking only a couple of days ago just how much I miss the girls.. was thinking this time last year we were all in the walks laughing and hanging out nearly everyday or most of the week and this summer i think i may have seen them all together maybe once? I do feel so bad, especially when they're all uni and doing other stuff, and myself moving away.. but i hope we have at least one last session, just so we can have fun and say bye and give best wishes etc :-)
apart from that.. i'm boring.. x
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