I feel really sick to my stomach at the moment. I know I shouldn't 'cos I'm not guilty. But, I actually just feel so stressed at this moment in time, knowing whats to come. I don't know how you're meant to deal with a person who's threatened to take you to court over your child, my perfect 11 week old child. My happy little boy, that I love so much with every millimetre of my body.. It seems crazy, how now, I've, ME, got to come up with an arrangement where she can come to my house and see him. Touch him, hold him and be near him.
I don't want her to have anything to do with him, ever. Does that make me a bad person? A bad mother? Is it a bad thing to want to protect my child against, what I see is harm. A person who is set on destroying my family, spreading lies, getting people to ring my home and have a go at me, calling me everything under the sun, accusing me over and over again about things that I've never done, nor dreamt of doing so.
I've just had enough of the arguments, of the dissing, and the constant battle.. why can't I be left alone with my family to look after my baby, and home? It's getting pathetic, we've been together a year and half.. surely it must be boring to keep talking about the same subject? So, no I don't feel like talking to you, nor sorting stuff out, cos it'll never stop. I want it to, but I know what the evil womans like. I've just had enough.
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