Blergh, I feel so ill. I HATE BEING ILL! I get so emotional when I am, so I end up crying for no reason! I just always feel so fed up cos I can't do anything, and normal stuff feel such a chore to do.. and gets me down! Was funny though because last night I got upset because I couldn't hear anyone talking to me.. I have earache so everythings 10x quieter and little noises are sensitive so it's horrible and one of my flat mates kept calling my name but I didn't hear them.. so someone tapped me on the shoulder and was like 'Logans been shouting you for the last minute' and I was like 'oh i'm sorry..' and just cried!
I hate it soo much - its bad enough being deaf without the illness on top of it aswell! so I was crying and one of my mates boyfriend was like 'awww!' and came and gave me a big hug and sat with me for a while.. (well till I calmed down..) just feel like a complete zombie and retard when I can't hear and feel ill - cos I like to get on with my thing as i'm fairly independant and when I can't do it, I feel stupid and useless. I know it sounds weird.. but meh it's true! and I don't have mummy to make me cheese and bean pie.. (she makes it when i'm ill!) or cheesy mash so it's like :( So I feel i'll have to make it myself..
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