falling..

It takes me a long time to realise that i'm in love. I don't know why I have this problem. Maybe i'm scared of feeling strongly for someone? Once again? I seem to slowly yet surely fall for people. Well I say people, very few people, just a couple of people i've ever 'fell' for. I take time to trust people aswell. Maybe this is an issue with the loving people?
I know i'm capable of loving people, I know I can care and look after people. Make them feel loved. I know I can do that, but sometimes i'm scared. Hoping this time it'll be different, maybe they'll be different. Think different, feel different, speak different.
I've realised, not everyone is the same.
Not everyone will screw you or I over. There is some decent people, people who will care and love you just for being you. Take the bad and the good together. These are the ones you want. Maybe this time it'll be different. Maybe this time, it'll work. Not suffer a broken heart any longer. Someone, who actually, just wants to be with you, like you do with them? Maybe that's the start to falling in love. Being with someone that makes you smile and laugh, that cuddles you and give you sweet kisses. Telling you bits about their life and asking questions. Not feeling embaressed or ashamed to tell them. Feeling comfortable and content when they're around. Realising the little things that they do. Not wanting to be apart from one another physically. Feeling that the hand has missing fingers. Being excited to see them again.
I think they are the signs of falling again..