A new year!

A new year, means a new start.
I'm doing exactly that. Also, it's about time I did.
Actually feeling fairly happy! Something I don't think i've had in a long time, and that makes me frown, because, I was always a happy person. I suppose sometimes you just have to realise what it is that does, and will make you happy.
Being a teacher, having someone to love and care for; (that happily, feels the same way!), keeping in touch with my girls and closest friends (yes, you, Joan, Alice, Jamie, Tom and Amy!) and still continue to be able to read and write in amongst it. Not much to ask for is it?

I'm finally, hoping, that this is all going to come true.
I'm finally smiling again, and trying to put myself first (doesn't mean I don't no longer care about people, hell no!) but, I can't please everyone.. I know that now, so it's about time I started pleasing myself! Just a shame you have to loose some parts behind.. but eh, have to give and take. Doesn't mean I stopped loving them, no, just means i've began to stop hurting. I'll always love and care for them. Deep down they know that.