Rant!?#@!!

Will you ever get it?
Will you ever understand?
Do you think it's that simple?
Do you think I haven't tried?
Or continue trying?
You think I want to feel this way?
You think I enjoy having to look at you and tear myself apart?
Think I want to ruin our friendship? Yes, I know you want to be friends! don't you think that's what I want too?
Why you so ignorant?
Why didn't you tell me?
Why do you say them things, knowing?
Surely you knew?
Isn't my face completely obvious?
It hurts too bad, and I don't know how to stop it, how do I?
You think it's nice to have your heart thump crazily everytime I see your face?
Think it's nice to have to remember who you are?
Why you being so un-sympathetic?
Haven't you ever felt like this?
What do I do?
You want and need me, what about me?
I think it'll get easier, but it doesn't, why?
Why do I have to love, you?
Why do you have this effect on me?
Do you actually get what i'm saying?
Am I going to have to end up loosing you to make sense of my life?
Will I end up loosing you?
Why do you act as if it's easy?
Why doesn't the world spin when you leave me?
Why does it go dark as soon as you say goodbye?
Why do I have to wait for you?
Why does my life seem empty without you?
How is it that you make my day, nearly everyday?
why why why?