I remember when I used to say you were the only one that understood me. The only one I could really have a decent conversation with. The one that saved me. The only one who looked at me like I was something special. The only one with the right words. The only one who knew what I was thinking before I spoke. The only one who laughed at my pointless rambles. The only one that looks me truly in the eye. The only one who is completely straight and honest with me.
I remember when you used to say that I was the person you talked to the most. The one that made you who you are today. The one you could really talk to. The one that you came too when you needed something. The one who never judged you. The one that took the mask away. The one you could talk to about anything and everything.
I remember when we said that we'd always be close. That we'd always be the same. That nothing would ever change. That we'd always be in contact. That we'd still love one another. That we'll always be best friends. That we could always talk about everything. Some of these still apply, but many don't.
Oh bless you. That's so sad; have you fallen out? It's clear you've drifted apart. So sad. Emotional work though.
ReplyDeleteSounds like you've lost your soul mate
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The only one who looked at me like I was something special.
ReplyDeleteThis made me want to cry - its like there's a complete other side, a story that's never been mentioned. Thank you for sharing with us your life. The unanswered questions.
I'm sure you're still something special..?
I like the first comment, about your soul mate. your best friend, is your soul mate, so makes sense.
ReplyDeleteAm I right in thinking you don't speak to him as much or have the times you used to? feels like you're missing this person a lot. Even when you say that some of them things apply and some don't.
Like your short statements, they have a massive impact. like your heart is stammering along the words. well done Imz.
:( awww!
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