I love you

I miss you. I want to cry cos you're not with me. I miss you so much, it does, actually hurt. I know we laughed at this, but its actually the truth now. Sitting here, missing you. Needing you. Everything feels empty without you, literally, and I hardly know how to place myself. As you leave you leave your smell amongst my sheets, the memory of your arms around me and telling me that you love me.
I love you so much, that the world feels just perfect when you're laughing and being silly with me. I want us to be like this forever and ever.. I said I don't want anyone else, and it's true, no-one holds interest over me like you, i've fallen completely and utterly in love with you. You mean everything to me, and love the time we spend together, it's so natural. Looking into your amazing deep blue eyes and stroaking your face.. love the silly faces you make, and the animal expressions and how you go 'i've just thought of something random..', the way you look when you're thinking or concentrating on something, the sound of your giggle and how you look in my eyes and go 'what you thinking about?', how you quote programmes, how you randomly sing quietly in my ear.. how when we're holding hands and every nown and then you'll squeeze it a little harder and stroak my fingers as we're walking, how you completely igore the fact i'm trying to knick your glasses constantly, how when you yawn your arm shakes a tiny bit, how you talk about the future, how you talk about what you feel about me and other things.. how you know exactly how to guilt trip me, how you always text me saying you love and miss me, the smile you give when you first meet me, the grin you have when you can't lie, the patronising tone you take out on me sometimes, and sit there then giggling at me how i'm like 'omg!', the tight hug you give me just when i've just got into bed, how when i'm cold you try warming me up, how you look at me, and know what i'm about to say, how we're so alike, how we both know one of us wants a kiss, the way you smile at me when we're cuddling, the silly games and pranks we pull on one another, the way you laugh when I say 'ya mum!', how you text me everyday saying you miss and love me and make me feel so special. You are my one, I love you so much.
Missing you, till I see you again, Christopher James Reynolds x