..only you will understand this one..

I started a story, it began with the name ‘Too Good to be True’ and this was right. I still sometimes daydream of them easy days without any worries, but then, really, towards the end it did turn into a worry. So today, it doesn’t really matter about the date, but today, I read what I had started on that story, and it just didn’t seem right to carry on with it anymore. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve abandoned it for a long time to pursue other writing, or that the story didn’t fit the same way it used to. None the less, I know I practically promised to write the story we once shared.
It’s not a good-bye and far from it, there is no time for a good-bye and no words really worthy of what we went through and the things that we learnt from one another. It was a beautiful friendship, and will always be one I couldn’t possibly forget in anyway shape or form, nor would I want to forget it. I loved you, and I still love you, and actually, honestly always will, I’m not scared to admit that, nor wanting to deny the fact that I do or will. I’m no longer scared to say it, or tell people. Ok, it might not be the same love as I spoke of only a few months ago, but I’m set free. Free in the sense, that I now know it was the wrong type of love, it wasn’t a good or healthy love. In fact, it actually made me miserable internally. It never was your intention, and most certainly never was your fault, nor was it mine, but it happened, therefore making everything fail. Even after all that, I don’t ever wish that we never met, would it have made both of our lives easier, yes? Certainly; but, knowing you taught me so much, that I probably never would’ve experienced, if not meeting you. I wouldn’t be the person I am if I had never met you. So for that, I’m grateful we managed to become best friends and did all that we did.
I originally was going to make a story of all the events and going through from the moment we met to the present day, but, really, do we need that story to be written? We both know the story quite clearly. A story with many happy times, and a few sad memories, but a story none-the-less, but, maybe one day I will continue it through. It after all was an astounding tale. Just for the moment, I think it’ll be one that’ll stay unwritten..