I'm Tired.

I'm tired. I'm fed up of all thats with us. I wish I could turn my life off like a tap. Stop myself from the continuous flow of life that has me swallowed. You do this to me, and only you make me tired.
I'm tired, I don't want to run around after you, and I don't want you to moan at me about the things I never did. I wouldn't do half them things, simply because I would be too afraid.
I'm afraid, incase I end up loosing you.
I simply wish I could let go and move away, but something keeps me from making that movement. I'm tired of just everything.
What can I do? 'Cos i'm hopeless again.
I'm tired.