Have you been in love?
If you haven't then, you can read on and attempt to understand, or simply not. Love is like that really, you never fully understand anything, even though it feels so clear. Yet they never mention how unsettling it is aswell, fogs up your brain. Nothing is completely clear, it totally changes everything.
By now, I really thought it would be over, or at least feel slightly different. I miss you, and I still think about you all the time, wondering how you are, really are. You say one thing and mean something else, you always say you're fine, even though your face speaks it all. Why don't you talk to me anymore? Don't you remember that I know you, I know you better than myself. I just, miss you babe.
Have you ever had the thought 'I'll get over this, I will move on and just be friends'? Why is that so hard to think and feel? Why does your heart take over everything?
I'm a fool.
I'm naive to think that the more I stay away, the longer that I don't see your face, that my feelings will fade away and almost forget what I once felt. It hasn't worked that way. If anything it gets stronger, to the point of where I see your face and my heart does backflips. Literally bounces around, draw itself into knots and squeezes so tight, that I just don't know how to talk, I forget how to be human.
It's you that does that to me. You don't even notice it.
You sweep me off my feet everytime you speak to me.
I see through what you try and show. Never forget that I actually do know you.
I love and hate this, but they are the same thing.
Sometimes just wish I could replace this feeling with something else, simply won't happen.
Just wanted to tell you; that it's not getting easier, in any way.
I love you, now and forever.
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