I always find it funny, how people suddenly get stroppy with you, once you're so happy. It's like, when you're unhappy and miserable, people, especially friends are all 'cheer up' and 'you'll find someone and it'll all be ok' so on.. but at the time you need your friends, you rely on them, and call on them for help. Surely we all do that? Needing your friends when you're unhappy, right? So.. do you still need them when you're happy? Ok, I'm not saying that in a 'never talk to you until it all goes crap again!..' of course not. But, your friends are meant to be there all the time. So, why the second you, find someone.. and this is after months of them telling you to brighten up.. are they the first ones to get in a mood with you? They, surely, are meant to be your friends..? And love you, and are there for you, through the highs and lows of your life, yeah? So, why do they suddenly say things like 'you don't even care anymore' or 'everything's about him now' - when, it really isn't the fact at all. Friends mean alot, and they always will. It's ridiculous to suddenly think I wouldn't love or care about them anymore.. just, I have someone else also in my life, it's called having to share someone, it's not like i don't talk to you anymore, or anyone besides him anymore is it? Why can't you just let me be happy? I'm happy. If you were a friend you wouldn't try and ruin it. I'm sorry, it sounds bitchy. But i've kinda had enough.
What also annoys me, is that people said I shouldn't be a push over, and to stand up to people.. and be firm and do what makes me happy, instead of trying to please other people! Yet.. you're being funny with me for doing what makes me happy?.. ok, someone needs to sort themselves out. Then, come to me when you've decided exactly how you want me, yeah?
nobody likes change as we have to adapt to life rather than life adapting to us
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